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[Mike]

I was taking a long tiring walk along the treachorous path you call life. I have had trials before, even chosen to go down difficult routes purposely, but this one, this one was different. It came upon me like a thief in the night. It dragged me on an adventure i never thought would come to an end, an adventure that would never let me be the same again.
Something had always been missing, always niggling at my mind. At first i was unaware i had been chosen, unaware my life could be here for such a daunting purpose, but deep down i always knew i was just waiting for this moment to hit me. I just hadn't expected it in this way before. I mean people die right? People die horrible deaths, some, some even wish they could die to escape the trials and tribulations they have to face day in and day out, thats not the way it should be. that is not the way this world was intended. I don't know what i was expecting, all i know is that i was not expecting anything remotely like this. It was beyond all understanding. I couldn't ignore it, it was there, everyday reminding me of what needed to be done, i couldn't escape. I knew the honour i had been given, my purpose could help all who asked for it. Escaping would be the easy way out, i had never taken that route before, and i wasn't going to start now. I had seen people settle for less than than could have got, never knowing how far they could have pushed themselves. I wasn't going to do that, i was going for it, whatever the cost, even if it cost me everything i had it was worth it, purely because that is what He asked me to do. Noone had ever chosen to die before, never because they wanted to, never, and yet that was the high calling i was given. I wonder if i had known the outcome of the peoples choices in the long run, if i would have bothered to go through with it at all. Try telling me that at the time though, never, never would i have not taken up the trust empowered to me with both fists and finished it, finished it for all time, just for one of you i would have done it, just you. I say they were worth it, and i say they still are, some may never fully understand, they may never stop scratching there heads. If only they knew, if only they knew how simple it was, then, just maybe the life we have been given would be made into something more permanent. If only they would seek the purpose for their lives i can deliver, never will they be satisfied without me filling that hole in there soul. I Love them please show them of my deep longing for them all to return to me.

[Mattous]

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